| wednesday 13 concert!! |
[Oct. 18th, 2007|12:20 am] |
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| |  sore throat :-( | ] |
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| | Wednesday 13- Haddonfield | ] |
Me and lara on the way to the concert!!! Beata followed us!! lol
  
WE ARRIVED!!!
Opening Bands-
GunRunner- *they were okay*
 
ANTIPRODUCT- THEY FUCKIN ROCKED!!!
 
WEDNESDAY!!!!!
   
Over all.........IT ROCKED!!!!
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| If my heart had eyes.....they would be crying.... |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|10:41 am] |
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| | PUC | ] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | my thoughts are haunting me | ] |
..........Ive been thinking............do i have self respect?? if i did, would i relaly be allowing myself to be treated this way?? idk, but it really sucks......and i feel like ive fucked things up already, beyond repair........
I cant think of anything to do.............other than undo everything that has been done....
and i cant do that if i havent talked to the person who did it........
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| Holy crap!!!!!! UPDATE!!!!!!!!! |
[Jul. 18th, 2006|01:10 am] |
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| | my basement | ] |
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| |  blah | ] |
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| | Think of Me- Phantom of the Opera | ] |
i went to the renaissance faire today!!! twas fun, i got my face painted and a pair of my very own black and red wings. It was loads of fun!!! I spent most of my money, and STILL NO DIGITAL CAMERA!!!!!!!!!! But i have atleast half so i shoudl be good for a while. But anyway, here are some pics of my face painting. It was pretty cool, it was called "spider eyes" ,she also put black lipstick with glitter on me too!!and really it wasnt paint, it was makeup!!! Water based makeup, so basicaly liquid makeup!!! i want some of that shit!!! lol well anyway, here u are with the pictures!!!! Enjoy!!!! and mind u that today was 105 degrees, so i was melting *makeup wise* so some of it is a lil messed up, but ull get the idea lol
Ps. Lacey has more on her camer so as soon as she gets them on the comp, ill put more on here ^_^
 
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| PROM PICS!!! |
[May. 18th, 2006|12:46 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | i have to pee ^_^ | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | All I Ask of you - Phantom of the Opera | ] |
here are the prom pics i took!!! lol
 Me Shaun and Neen at my house
 < Me and Kelly ^_^  * THE GARDER*
 < Bart, he looked so cute!! lol
 Samantha and Sonja  me and Samantha
 < Me and Sonja  LAURA!!!
 < Nick & Mel  Sean & Laura
 < Amber, omg she looked gorgeous!!!
 < Lara & Billy, damn him, made me a herped heroine addict lol
 Me & Bre *aka George & ALberto lol*  < me sarah & jaennine!!! lol
RANDOM PICTURES!! ENJOY!!!XD!!!
 My Wife Molly *dont ask*
 < Molly &Abeer *our love child aka Rhiolly* lol
 <Me and Molly
 
 < Lara lol
well thats it for pics, but i still have the couples pic of me and shaun to get and the group one to get, but that wont be for a while but yea, PROM ROCKED!!!! lol |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 14th, 2006|01:19 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my dungeon | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  slightly peeved | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Rock is Dead - marilyn manson | ] |
Prom night was such a blur, me shaun and neen did the grand march at LC at 430 and took our pictures!! Ill post them on here as soon as i get them lol. well anyway, we had a great time, me and shaun danced and me and jaenine danced, me and amber danced, me and billy and lara danced it was so much fun!! Everyone looked grogeous!!! My dress was a strapless pink dress with diamonds on it! lol i wasnt really too happy with my hair but i was wearing my tiarha and that made it pretty lol. but anyway, i didnt slow dance all that much, the frst few dances where in a big group, then after that i mostly sat out for the slow songs but then at the last few ones i dance with billy, im so sorry i took ur date from u lara; i didn mean to take him for that long!!!! lol but anyway, yea that whole night was great!! After, we went to shauns house and i got shit faced!!! I WAS GONE!!! U guys, i dont remember driving to the restraunt and supposedly i had a conversation with some girl when we walked in there lol i dont remember at all!!! but when we got back to shauns house as soon as i hit that bed, i was out, i freakin passed out and slept til 2pm lol it was fun though.................................then i come home and get yelled at becuz the house was dirty...............umm yea if u couldnt tell, neither one ofmy parents went to there sr prom, so yea, i came home and had to clean the kitchen and crap, being as tired and hung over as i was *shaun, i was really hung over later that day* but anyway, so they went to a bday party and came back, still got yelled at about how there was still pizza siting out................not my pizza might i add,but the fac that my parents expect me to be energetic and all totally awake..........is pretty.......dumb if u ask me, i mean i can see them asking me to clean up my shit from the day before but not everything, my legs still hurts and so does my back, still thats no excuse to being lazy all day but ya have to understand where i am coming from. but anyway, my parents are anal, i hate it here and if i could i would leave, but i still acant drive yet..............why the hell do u think i wanna live in the dorms for college??? to get the fuck outta here!!! the reason i dont do anythng around here is becuz i dont necessarily like doing things for other people and i usually dont unless i am asked to, my parents dont deserve anything from me, they treat me like im stupid and that im worthless and everytime i try to do somrthing that i know they would be proud of, they usually arent, like if i painted something great, they usually dont like what is painted or sumthing, so if im unappreciated, then they will be too.........................sorry, thats just what i beleive, i dont do anythig for anyone else unless i really care about u or unless i am asked, but other than that, u are on ur own. But anyway, yes prom night was loads of fun!!!
Shaun looked adorable in his tux!!!!! NEEN LOOKED GORGEOUS!!!!! LARA and BILLY were cute too!!! Bart looked really good too!!! ALL U GUYS!! Everyone looked great!!!!
*ps, yes it did rain on prom night lol |
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| i fucked up.............. |
[May. 8th, 2006|12:03 am] |
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| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Close yet Far- CKY | ] |
i fucked up.............majorly, i am a hypocrit, the girls in my SRT will know what im talking about, i majorly fucked up...........forget everything that i have ever told u about relationships, u guys were right and i was totally wrong.........................I couldnt help it, i am deteriorating back to the way i was. And i dont want that but i cant help but thinking of what could have happened if i would have just given in a long time ago...............could i have been happier? or could i have been more miserable?? Who knows? But i do admit, i wanna fall in love again............i wanna wake up next to the person i love, with his arms gently laying across my hips just knowing that they were there all night. Knowing that someone cares for me the same way i care for them is all that i really want, i thought i had that but i was wrong and yet i am wrong again......................like i said when i first started this entry..........i fucked up majorly, i fell for something i never beleived in in the first place.......
who said that I wasn't right?
I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
though I never never never ever wanted this to be
I can hear the sounds of the city
sunrise and set are the same to me
a hesitating pulse is good company
and my reflection offers no apology
but who said that I wasn't right?
and I've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
though I never never never ever wanted this to be
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
and I'll think of the days when there was something to believe
though I never never never ever wanted this to be |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 6th, 2006|12:33 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Basement | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  numb | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Im Back- Eminem | ] |
~Lisa Loeb
I didn't come this far for you to make this hard for me.
And now you want to ask me "how"?
It's like - how does your heart beat, and why do you breathe?
How does your heart beat, and why do you breathe?
Why did you come here?
You weren't invited.
You were on the outside - Stay on the outside.
And now you want to ask me "why"?
It's like - how does your heart beat, and how do you cry?
How does your heart beat?
And there are some things that I'd like to figure out.
There are some things that I can do without -
Like you, and your letters that go on forever,
And you, and the people that were never friends.
never friends
never friends
With all the things that you could be,
You never could learn how to be me.
And now you want to ask me "how"?
It's like - how does your heart beat, and why do you breathe?
How does your heart beat, and why do you breathe
how do you breathe |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 4th, 2006|12:20 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bitchy | ] |
BASICS:
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
Hair:
Eyes:
Piercings/tattoos:
OTHER:
1. Where would we go on dates?
2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?
3. Do you drink/smoke??
4. Do you like the beach?
5. If so...would you go with me late at night?
6. Do you like movies?
7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie?
9. If not what would we be doing?
10. Do you play an instrument? .
11. If so...what?
12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright?
13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?
14. Favorite body part on a girl/guy? .
15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?
16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)?
17. Would you give me kisses just because?
What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I touched your ass:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes: .
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Manners:
Friends:
Decisions: .
Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Buy me a birthday gift:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Go out at 4am to get me chocolate:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash: .
Hold my hand:
Keep in touch:
Make me a snack:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Makeout with me:
Hold me in times of need:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Ask me out: !
Date me:
W0ULD Y0U...CHECK ALL THAT APPLY!
[ ] go out with me?
[ ] give me your number?
[ ] kiss me?
[ ] let me kiss you?
[ ] watch a movie with me?
[ ] take me out to dinner?
[ ] drive me somewhere? You can drive though!
[ ] take a shower with me?
[] be my gf?
[ ] hug me?
[ ] buy me food?
[ ] take me home to meet your parents?
[ ] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? lol?
[ ] sing car karaoke w/ me?
[ ] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[ ] give me a piggyback ride?=)
[] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle witH me?
[] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?
AM I...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] intersting to talk to?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting to kiss me?
[] wished I were there?
ARE Y0U...
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor? |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 29th, 2006|10:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bitchy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Radio- Alkaline Trio | ] |
- It takes forty minutes to hard-boil Rhiannon!
- Cats use their Rhiannon to test whether a space is large enough for them to fit through.
- Worldwide, Rhiannon is the most important natural enemy of night-flying insects.
- Antarctica is the only continent without Rhiannon.
- Rhiannon cannot burp - there is no gravity to separate liquid from gas in her stomach!
- In Ancient Egypt, people wore glittery eyeshadow made from the crushed shells of Rhiannon.
- It took Rhiannon 22 years to build the Taj Mahal.
- Duelling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are Rhiannon!
- The only planet that rotates on its side is Rhiannon.
- In Japan, Rhiannon can only be prepared by chefs specially trained and certified by the government.
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|02:03 pm] |
EACH B0X THAT APPLiES T0 Y0U...ADD THEM ALL UP...
REP0ST THiS AS "I AM _% MYSPACE ADDiCT"
[x] Y0U HAVE A MYSPACE
[x] Y0U CHECK Y0UR MYSPACE AT LEAST 0NCE EVERYDAY
[x] Y0U HAVE HAD MYSPACE F0R AT LEAST A YEAR AND A HALF
[x] Y0U HAVE ALL 12 MYSPACE PiCTURES
[] Y0U HAVE A CUST0M T0P 8
[ ] Y0UR T0P 8 iS HiDDEN
[ ] Y0UR C0MMENTS ARE HiDDEN
[X] Y0U HAVE A C0MMENT B0X
[x] Y0U HAVE CHANGED Y0UR PAGE AT LEAST 0NCE iN THE PAST WEEK
[x] Y0U HAVE CHANGED Y0UR DiSPLAY PiCTURE AT LEAST 0NCE iN THE PAST WEEK
T0TAL--6
[x] Y0U TALK AB0UT MYSPACE AT W0RK 0R SCH00L
[ ] MYSPACE IS Y0UR H0MEPAGE
[x] Y0U W0ULD CRY IF Y0UR MYSPACE G0T DELETED
[x] Y0U r mad T0M BECAUSE HE D0ES N0T LET Y0U HAVE M0RE THAN 12 PICTURES
[x] Y0U HAVE 150+ FRiENDS
[] Y0U HAVE 500+ FRiENDS
[ X] Y0U KN0W 50%+ 0F Y0UR FRIENDS
[ ] Y0U KN0W 90% + 0F Y0UR FRIENDS
[x] Y0U KN0W H0W T0 MAKE Y0UR MYSPACE PRIVATE
[ ] Y0UR MYSPACE IS SET T0 PRIVATE
T0TAL--5
[x] Y0U KN0W H0W T0 B0LD/iTALiCiZE/UNDERLiNE/CENTER C0MMENTS
[x] Y0U HAVE D0NE M0RE THAN 20 SURVEYS(not on myspace)
[x] Y0U HAVE D0NE M0RE THAN 40 SURVEYS
[x] Y0U HAVE D0NE M0RE THAN 50 SURVEYS
[x] Y0U HAVE G0NE 0N A DATE WITH AT LEAST 1 PERS0N THAT Y0U MET 0N MYSPACE
[x] Y0U HAVE HUGGED 5+ 0F THE PE0PLE 0N Y0UR FRIENDS LIST
[x] Y0U HAVE KISSED 2+ 0F THE PE0PLE 0N Y0UR FRIENDS LIST
[X*current*] Y0U MET Y0UR BEST FRIEND 0N MYSPACE
[x] Y0U KN0W H0W T0 CHECK HIDDEN C0MMENTS
T0TAL-- 9
[X] Y0U CHANGE Y0UR S0NG AT LEAST 0NCE A WEEK
[x] Y0U HAVE MYSPACE 0N Y0UR FAV0RITES
[x] Y0U HAVE HAD A SERI0US C0NVERSATI0N 0N MYSPACE
[X] Y0U GET ANGRY WHEN Y0U ARE N0T 0N Y0UR FRIEND'S T0P 8
[] Y0U MADE A GR0UP
[x] Y0U HAVE AT LEAST 1 BL0G ENTRY
[x] Y0U HAVE A CUST0M HTML
[X] Y0U BASED Y0UR AiM SN 0N Y0UR MYSPACE HTML
[X] Y0U CHECK FREQUENTLY T0 SEE IF Y0U M0VED 0N Y0UR FRIENDS T0P 8
[x] Y0U MAKE PLANS 0N MYSPACE
T0TAL--8
[X] Y0U P0ST "C0MMENT ME" BULLETiNS
[x] Y0U HAVE DELETED T0M FR0M Y0UR FRIENDS LIST
[] Y0U HAVE 1000+ C0MMENTS
[ ] Y0U HAVE 2000+ C0MMENTS
[ ] Y0U HAVE 3000+ C0MMENTS
[ ] Y0U HAVE 4000+ C0MMENTS
[ ] Y0U HAVE CREATED A SURVEY
[x] Y0U CLICK "REFRESH" AFTER Y0U P0ST A BULLETiN T0 SEE IF Y0U G0T ANY REPLIES 0R iF ANY1 REP0STED
[x] Y0U D0NT UNDERSTAND PE0PLE THAT D0NT HAVE MYSPACE
[ ] Y0U HAVE BEEN "HACKED" BY A FRIEND
T0TAL-- 4
[ ] Y0U HAVE "HACKED" A FRIEND'S PAGE
[] Y0U KN0W ALL THE LYRICS T0 THE MYSPACE MILKSHAKE S0NG
[x] Y0UR PAGE L00KS N0THiNG LIKE THE 0RIGINAL MYSPACE LAY0UT
[X] Y0U CHECK UPC0MING BIRHTDAYS AND C0MMENT THEM
[] Y0U HAVE A MYSPACE SHIRT
[x] S0ME0NE HAS C0ME UP T0 Y0U AND SAID "D0NT I KN0W Y0U FR0M MYSPACE?"
[X] Y0U HAVE G0NE UP T0 S0ME0NE AND ASKED "D0NT I KN0W Y0U FR0M MYSPACE?"
[X] Y0U GET MAD IF Y0UR N0T FIRST 0N Y0UR BF/GF'S T0P 8
[ ] WHEN S0ME0NE SAYS T0M, Y0UR FIRST TH0UGHT IS MYSPACE
[] Y0U HAVE/HAD A PiCTURE 0F Y0U ½ NAKED
T0TAL-- 5
[X] Y0U HAVE A LINK T0 Y0UR MYSPACE IN Y0UR AIM PR0FILE
[x] Y0U CHANGED Y0UR "0NLiNE N0W" SYMB0L
[x] Y0U'VE BEEN 0NLiNE @ 1AM
[x] Y0U'VE BEEN 0NLiNE @ 2AM
[x] Y0U'VE BEEN 0NLiNE @ 3AM
[x] Y0U'VE ACCTUALLY BEEN 0NLiNE @ 4AM
[X] Y0U GET MAD WHEN PE0PLE D0NT C0MMENT BACK
[ ] Y0U LEAVE C0MMENTS THAT SAY "HEY, ii SAW Y0U 2DAY!"
[x] Y0U HAVE HAD A ARGUMENT 0N MYSPACE
[X] Y0U GET 0FFENDED WHEN PE0PLE TELL Y0U MYSPACE IS A WASTE 0f TiME
T0TAL-- 8
[ ] Y0U WATCHED THE MYSPACE M0ViE
[ ] WHiLE Y0U WATCHED THE MYSPACE M0VIE, Y0U LAUGHED AND SAID "S0 TRUE" AT LEAST 0NCE
[ ] THE 0NLY REAS0N Y0U TAKE PICTURES IS S0 Y0U P0ST THEM 0N MYSPACE
[ ] Y0U CHECK Y0UR RANK SC0RE AT LEAST 0NCE A WEEK
[x] Y0U KN0W WHAT &HEARTS; MEANS
[ ] Y0U TH0UGHT AB0UT MAKING A MYSPACE M0VIE 0R S0NG
[ ] Y0U ATTEMPTED T0 MAKE A MYSPACE M0VIE 0R S0NG
[ ] Y0U MADE A MYSPACE M0VIE 0R S0NG
[ ] MYSPACE IS Y0UR 0NLY F0RM 0F C0MMUNICATI0N
[x] Y0U USE/D MYSPACE IM
T0TAL-- 2
[x] Y0U ARE SUBSCRIBED T0 S0ME0NE'S BL0G
[x] S0ME0NE HAS SUBSCRIBED T0 Y0UR BL0G
[x] WHEN Y0U P0ST A BULLETIN ASKING A QUESTI0N, Y0U GET AT LEAST 2 RESP0NSES
[] Y0U CHANGE Y0UR RELATi0NSHiP STATUS AND Y0U SUDDENLY GET 5 NEW C0MMENTS
[X] Y0U HAVE MADE A MYSPACE F0R S0ME0NE
[ ] AFTER A BREAKUP, Y0UR PAGE HAS CHANGED C0MPLETELY
[ ] Y0U P0ST PRIVATE BL0GS AND USE THEM AS A DiARY
[ ] Y0U HAVE BEEN T0 A MYSPACE PARTY
[ ] Y0U HAVE H0STED A MYSPACE PARTY
[x] Y0U KN0W WHAT "ANGLE" SH0TS ARE AND WHAT IT MEANS IF S0ME0NE HAS THEM
T0TAL-- 5
[X] S0ME0NE HAS ASKED Y0U T0 FIX THEIR PAGE
[X] PE0PLE ASK Y0U F0R HTML C0DES
[x] Y0U KN0W H0W 2 MAKE PiCTURES SMALLER
[x] Y0U DELETE PE0PLE WHEN YOU`RE B0RED
[x] Y0U P0STED BULLETiNS TELLiN PEOPLE YOU`RE GOING TO SLEEP
[ ] WHEN YOURE ON A VACATION YOU PAY A DOLLAR TO USE THE COMPUTER TO CHECK YOUR MYSPACE
[x] YOU GET IRRITATED WHEN MYSPACE "TEP0RARILY DiSABLES"
[x] THE ONLY WEBSITE YOU G0 0N DAILY IS MYSPACE
[ ] Y0U'VE ASKED S0ME0NE 0UT 0N MYSPACE
[x] Y0U READ AT LEAST 5 QUESTI0NS 0N THIS SURVEY, LAUGHED AND SAID "YUP"
TOTAL-- 7 |
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